I guess I'm feeling a little okay, I mean today was not horrible, although I still feel a little suffocated and a little cramped and a little too big, like taking up too much space in a room too small and unfit for me, but it's okay for the most part. I have every right to feel good today. A record was made in the Boston Marathon (that's why I love April 18), my friends came home from Coachella, and my family and friends are healthy and safe and are in no immediate danger. There are so many tiny things that get me so down all the time, it's like my eyes are ridiculously clear and I have strangely good vision that allows me to see infinitesimal, limitless flaws in this world. Small things that get implanted in my head that grow seeds for horrible hypotheticals and anxieties. But there are so many other great things that I should look at. It's hard. I think that's why I need to be introverted sometimes. Many others often misconstrue my introverted self as me being upset or angry, but sometimes I just need time for thinking about everything, so I can settle down a bit and look at the brighter aspects of things.
To be listened to amongst freshness and light colors. Like carrots and cucumbers.
Her Morning Elegance - Oren Lavie
Dream - Priscilla Ahn
Opus 36 - Dustin O'Halloran
Souverian - Andrew Bird
Natural Disaster - Andrew Bird
Unfolding Fans - Andrew Bird
Le Festin - Camille
Drops in the River - Fleet Foxes
Sun Giant - Fleet Foxes
Birds - Kate Nash
Torch Song - Shady Bard
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